When I was 32, me and my husband had 2 boys. They were 3 and 4. My dad always wanted a boy. My mom had two girls. My father was so obsessed with my 4 year old he put a hit on me. My sister, who does not care for me, went to our mothers house. Mom told her I had left thirty minutes ago to my house about 1 1/2 hours away. My sister rarely talked to me, but that day she got in her car and drove so fast that she caught up with me. She motioned for me to pull over. I took the next exit. She gets out and opened her arms. I have no idea why she would hug me. She whispered in my ear and told me. She turned around and left. I moved to another state during the middle of the night. Long story short I have major depression and PTSD. When we found our daughter was in the family way, said the baby be put up for adoption (changed her mind). I had a PTSD flare up. I can’t bath. I often go three months at a time without doing anything about my hygiene. However my boys are safe. I hope you can help me. Cynthia. I really need help to clean myself up.
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