Do you have that feeling that time feels so fast that you can’t catch on it also do you ever feel that feeling of deja vu? And also that I fear death, I admit it, but most of it I simply just fear time and it always happens at night, it just suddenly occurs if I watched a person die or even before I go to sleep, thats why sometimes I fear that one day I never ever gonna wake up. Someone said to me before that sleeping is the most dangerous time in our life because our conscious mind drifts into unconsciousness. That’s why I also fear sleeping but if I don’t sleep I have anxieties about death and the future. It all started when I watched one particular documentary, the 666, it talks about the future and it talks about death and the judgement. I don’t fear God in a negative way, I fear his power and every time I commit a sin I feel guilty and that’s when the fears will come, especially the future phobia. I think I’m going to go insane but I don’t say it to anyone because nobody will listen anyway, that’s it.
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