Hi, I’m sixteen years old and I have Monophobia. I was in foster care since I was five years old and I had to move constantly. I never had a family that stayed with me or one that cared for me. I was just a problem, a way for them to get money. I wanted to have a family so badly and so once I got one, I was so happy. But now I’m so terrified I’ll lose them. I tell them that I love them twenty times a day, apologize for everything- even things that don’t need an apology, I have panic attacks and I can’t breathe when I think that they are mad at me. They tell me every day that nothing is going to happen, but really how do they know? How do they know that they won’t die tomorrow and I’ll never see them again? How do they know that they won’t leave me? I’m so afraid.. don’t want to be alone.
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