Okay, I feel this is an embarrassing phobia, so… this is a HUGE risk for me…
I remember having a dream, well, more of a nightmare, but, anyways, I had this NIGHTMARE where there was a big empty room, with white walls and a white flour, literally nothing in it, and their were no windows or doors. The weird thing is that I’m NOT claustrophobic, so, I don’t know why i’m afraid of big empty rooms, when I’m not afraid of small empty rooms. I feel it’s connected with my fear of being alone. It scares me… if you are reading this now and have this fear too, then, I’m GLAD I’m not alone. This fear is the WORST.
Breathing rapidly and heavily
My heart beats outta my chest
I feel nauseated
I need to figure out how to get rid of this fear, it’s terrifying. *shudder*
I feel like the other reason I probably have this fear is because I’m so far from freedom if all the doors and windows aren’t there. But, I just don’t get why it’s different when I’m in a SMALL room with no doors or windows, I’m barely terrified, but when I’m in a BIG room with no doors or windows, I’m freaking out and screaming and yelling or crying.