Hi. I am 44 and I am suffering from a phobia that I cannot make out or tell. Maybe someone out there can help identify what it is.
I am very fearful of talking while others are watching.. it is not specifically talking in front of a big audience but it applies to anyone including my close family. My face would turn to something I cannot explain as I feel that inside myself. I am always angry, almost no sense of humor, no discipline, I would summarize that I have no love at all in my life. People avoid meeting or speaking to me because they fear something they see in me. This is very serious so I am hoping that someone out there would help me.