I’m suffering from this phobia too but my case is much worse. I graduated from University in biomedical Engineering with high grades about three years ago but I’ve never had something you could call a job. I only got two jobs but I got fired in both of them about three months later and since then I haven’t gotten any job! That’s terrible, I know! I’ve experienced terrible days in both my jobs. I was always afraid of making mistakes and getting fired. I couldn’t concentrate on my job at all. I’m afraid of getting into society and communicating with people. My parents say that I’m lazy but I do know I’m not. They don’t have the slightest idea of how much I’m suffering each and every day. I know I’m just terribly scared of society and people. I’ve been insulted my whole social life by people, my friends and colleagues for being skinny and ugly. It hurt me too much. So I’m keeping myself out of society. I’m really afraid of being insulted again. I can’t do it anymore anyway because I really need to earn money. I’m 26 and I’m too old to be supported by my parents. I feel so ashamed of myself and my family. I feel like rubbish. I’m really worried about my future but I can’t overcome my deep dark fears. Something inside me is eating my soul. I think that not only am I physically unusual but also I’m not good enough at anything. How could I get a job considering all those terrible stuff? I very often think of ending it but I’m not brave enough to do that! I’ve never been enough! My sister says that I’m intelligent and nothing is wrong with my looks and I’m just so lazy and ignorant. But she’s wrong as well as my parents. I hope someone can help me with my fears. I really need to change my life.
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