Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. I don't know if I really do have scoleciphobia, but I'll tell you all of this. As a little kid, I was, in fact, less scared of worms than my sisters, whom I chased around with the critters. I even once dug up a massive bunch of worms … [Read more...]
Reader Stories
Read personal accounts of living with fears and phobias, shared by FEAROF readers. Each story reflects one person’s experience and may use informal or self-described labels.
These accounts are not diagnoses or treatment advice. For explanations of symptoms and care options, explore our phobia directory and treatment guide.
My Fears of Large Objects and Space: A Reader’s Story
Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. Where to start? I am a girl with many phobias. But the ones I'm going to write about today are those in a similar category, those rooted in megalophobia (although it's odd, I don't have regular megalophobia, discomfort looking at … [Read more...]
Fear of Ink: A Reader’s Experience
Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. Hello, I'm a 16-year-old girl from India, and I have wanted to talk about this for a long time. So, from a very young age (around 4-5), I developed this fear of inks from pens, markers, sketch pens, highlighters, etc. I used to avoid … [Read more...]
Fear of the Future: A Reader’s Story
Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. It started when I turned 18 when I met a friend that has beliefs. This won't be detailed, but she told me about everything horrible that this world would turn into, from what their religion has been telling them. I started to feel like … [Read more...]
Living with Fear of Crossing Roads: A Reader’s Experience
Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. I'm 21 years old, and I live with Agyrophobia or the fear that crossing a road will result in bodily harm, as well as PTSD. It started when I was about 16 years old and was hit by a driver who was blind in one eye while crossing the … [Read more...]
Me and Birds: A Reader’s Experience of Bird-Related Fear
Reader story: this is a personal account. Phobia names and other health terms reflect the contributor’s description of their experience. I am a secret sufferer of Ornithophobia - the fear of birds, but I recently came to know about it. I am still researching it, trying to gather as much information as possible to cope with it in the years ahead. So as mentioned … [Read more...]
Does Anyone Know My Phobia?
When I was about 5, I got really sick with a fever. My mom gave me some medicine, I can’t remember exactly what it was, but it was strong, and unknown to her. I hadn’t eaten anything prior to taking the medication and it really messed me up. Shortly after taking the medicine, I started getting hallucinations. I don’t remember all of them, but the one that is still crystal … [Read more...]
I don’t know what phobia(s) I have
Hello, I'm a teen girl who has multiple phobias. I didn't really notice the first one until two years after the incident that caused it. I won't say much but let's just say that I had the window open at night, and I saw a murderer (not in action, just the person). That was when I was 8. I guess at that age you're just too innocent, and things don't psychologically affect … [Read more...]
Feelings of Being Trapped and Not Being Able to Get Away
Hi all, I am a 66 year old married female with chronic health issues incl. autoimmune thyroid disease w/hypothyroidism which is being controlled with thyroid medication, LDN (Low Dose Naltrexone) and diet & lifestyle interventions (eg. avoiding known personal intolerances such as gluten/dairy/soy, etc.) My husband of 37+ years & I moved summer of 2019 from a city … [Read more...]
I am 20 years old and have intense fears of normal social things
Hello readers. I hope I don't come off as complaining, my life has been nothing but filled with love from my family. I just have issues I want to get off my chest, but I become disheartened to change because I feel like at 20 years old I have no one to relate to. I am a 20 year old junior in community college who has not gone out much. It is funny because as a child I used … [Read more...]
The Worst Past Memories
I was twelve years old since I hated the word memories. I hated taking pictures with my friends and even with my family. I don't know if it's normal or what. Then I started withdrawing with my friends who are involved with that past memory. Later on I started having nightmares, popping in and out of that worst memory, then I cry a lot, I have mood swings, and sometimes I … [Read more...]
Looking for an answer
Hello! I’m a sixteen year old teen girl who has recently entered the world of phobias. It has been very helpful for me to understand what phobias I have. Talking with other people that have them and learning how to avoid triggering them has kinda been my quarantine pastime. I have found out that I have mild Trypophobia (holes) and extreme Submechanophobia (hard to explain, … [Read more...]
Multiple Fears
Hallo world. I’m a teen with a decent amount of phobias. It started with ailurophobia, or fear of cats. That one is really mild, so I don’t mind it. It’s kind of funny, actually. It doesn’t really bother me, and I even cat sitted for my friend a month ago or so. It’s just that cats freak me out lol. I’m okay with that phobia, it’s just part of me. That was back in 5th … [Read more...]
Teenager: Afraid of Mostly All Relationships
Hello, my name is Mia. I experience Aphenphosmphobia and Philophobia (Fear of Touch/Intimacy and Love). I used to be super depressed from the ages of 8-13. The reason for this was because I was bullied and also bullied others, mostly my best friend. I used to hate seeing her smile, which she rarely did, and told her that I would kill her once she hit 16, making every day … [Read more...]
I can’t find what my phobia is called
Hi, I wrote another post on here about my social anxiety (medically diagnosed) but you probably didn't see that so I'll go over who I am. I am a 15 y/o high school freshman and I don't know if a name for my phobia exists yet. I have an extreme fear of large metal things in my mouth. If you've been to an orthodontist and they took a mould of your jaw with that nasty putty, … [Read more...]