Hello strangers. I’m not positive that this is a type of phobia at all, but here it is in all it’s glory (I’m scared to type it because I think people are definitely gonna judge me based on my writing skills).
Hi, I’m a teenage girl who just entered high school and I’m experiencing a new life in high school. Except, I still brought my old life to my new life of middle school. I have anger issues and I don’t know how to solve it.
When I get angry I start thinking of very imaginative short stories in my head, that usually are pretty gory and straight up terrible (it’s ironic to think about because I can’t watch scary movies with gore or something similar like that because they scare me and get me nightmares).
I think it normally happens when someone has insulted me or someone did something to get me mad (I’m not actually sure). But when it happens I start thinking if I just had that person’s life in my hands and what I would do with it.
What I’m trying to say is, when I get angry I start thinking of what would happen if I did something differently or if I just, you know, eliminated them..
Anyway, that’s the end of the story, hoped you enjoyed it. Oh and also, if anyone has any solutions to this, I’m happy to read it!
Qiyan says
I agree with you, Charlie. Maybe you can bring a stress reliever or a squishy and think of positive thoughts.
Charlie says
I don’t know if it’s a phobia either, but I totally understand your situation. This may not work for you, but I find getting a little squishy doll or something, and if you ever feel like that, just squeeze the doll. It helps me get my anger out and to not think about those things.